I don’t really want to include travel as a part of the blog but a word about that, God was and is awesome. He blessed his servants with smooth travel, swift moves through security checkpoints that were, aberrantly without lines, and sleep on turbulent airplanes and swaying trains. Praise the Lord!
Day 1: I have to be honest I have difficulty time writing knowing that other people will be reading what I write. I hope my words aren’t confusing, though confused is a good way to described how I felt once entering the city of New Delhi. Jet lag hadn’t set in yet but the city around me has me disoriented. The visual collision of opulence with poverty is emotionally and physically abrasive. A billboard advertising diamonds and extravagant beauty is put to a more serviceable nature by shading just a few of the innumerable people that are destitute on the streets. They cover the ground almost as much as the trash that litters the streets. I don’t say this in a derogatory voice, it is only meant to give you a drop of the ocean of bodies that inhabit the streets.
The confusion began after the airport doors were behind us. The desperation of the people is haunting, coming within inches of my body as they beg for money. I feel heavy. This rude awakening to a harsh reality should have brought me back to earth but I feel like I am in a space between sleeping and waking, in a suspended dream. I can’t absorb everything but the lights and colors of the city are a beautiful blur. The people are hard but broken. The streets are like a moment of anticipation captured and kept in a dirty jar. Everything seems temporary yet permanent.
We arrive at the first orphanage and I already am exhausted. I feel as though I have nothing to give. Inside the children are eager and their eagerness is infectious. The room is bare and they sit on small rugs on the floor. The fan above us is a steady drum and as if they don’t realize what is around them, or rather what isn’t around them, they sing for us a Hindi song of welcome. They sing for us. Despite their maladies, despite their lack, despite the fact that we came to bless them they sing for us. I love the universality of a smile, round cheeks and white teeth, so big on their little faces. We bring them cricket bats, skipping ropes and footballs (real football), teach them clapping games and songs. They give us love and kisses and teach us humility and gratefulness. My weight seems lighter.
Day 2: Traveling from Kolkatta to Gangarampur I witness several of the most honorable aspects of the Indian people, manifest in the form of K.K. Ullas our interpreter, guide, and friend. After traveling a full day to meet us in Kolkatta, he brought us safely to the train and insured that we were all comfortably sleeping before he tended to his own tiredness. He stayed up long after we had gone to sleep waiting for another passenger to arrive to get his own bunk. When asked if he was tired the most you would ever manage to hear him admit was, “a little.” Our comfort was his foremost concern. I watched him sit on the train quietly and pray until he noticed I wasn’t sleeping and closed the curtain.
Sacrifice is a common occurrence in the Immanuel Orphanages. If something is given to one it is shared with the rest.
The drive from the train station to Ullas’ orphanage in Gangarampur gave us a beautiful tour of the rural areas of West Bengal and several scares along with it. Driving in India is a breed of skill that I’m not sure can be acquired. I wonder if it isn’t something that you are born with. If the cars came with strings attached to their backs they would, no doubt, create an intricate pattern, bright enough even for an Indian woman. They weave in and out of other cars, rickshaws, and pedestrians, so close there is no room to breathe. While honking your horn in the United Stated may end in your demise, not honking your horn in India will definitely get you killed.
I have and never seen a more beautiful group of children. While some may be partial to their own offspring, to me there is nothing in this world that will challenge the children in the Immanuel Orphanage of Gangarampur. I dare you to come here and tell me any different. Their huge eyes are like puddles of ink. Their clear brown skin is challenged by the white teeth of smiles so big they should be falling off their faces. The boys are boys trying to be men, audacious, strong and gentle. They watch what we do, absorbing everything and practicing later when no one is in sight. The girls are clever and impetuous. They could live for days on kisses, dances and glitter. I dare you to come here and not want to take them all home with you. I have already threatened to do so several times.
Day 3: We spent most of the day shopping in a Gangarampur market. The shops are like huts that have been constructed temporarily, but temporary has a much longer lifespan here than it does in the United States. In India temporary seems to be akin to permanent. We sit for what seems like forever in the heat waiting for the shop owners to display all of their wares, whether we want them to or not. Once that is finished, they spend what seems like another forever trying to convince us that we do, in fact, want them.
Shopping in India, to an American, is trying. We have everything in the convenience of one store and groan if we have to go to another. Here, convenience is, not having to go to another town to get what you need. Shopping for an entire day, left us having only purchased a third of the items needed for the orphanages and the potential of several additional shopping days.
We finish the day at a home church service. Sitting outside, illuminated by three oil lanterns, lulled by the modest sound of children singing. People come forward for prayer and as we lay hands on them the children begin to pray. It breaks my heart to hear them pray. Earnest faces, and tightly clenched hands, and a sound that I have never hear before. The Bible says that the Holy Spirit makes intercession on our behalf to the Lord, in groans that cannot be uttered, I think that the prayers of those children is the closest thing I will ever hear to that.